《五十公里桃花坞 第5季》EP8-5：坞民全员剖析自己，每个人都会有脆弱的一面！《五十公里桃花坞 第5季》Wonderland S5
Let’s start. Let’s go. Okay. He is so nervous. If I were a lobster, the lobster would trap me with its shell. If I were a hairy crab , I would be trapped by those ropes . If I were a bird , I would be trapped by the sky. If I were a fish, I would be trapped by the sea. If it was a bottle of wine, the bottle would trap me. But I am a human being, and what traps people? People are trapped by this world. It ‘s so cool. I used to think that I would be trapped by this or that thing, but I found that I was actually trapped by myself because I believed in the story . The story was told, so I trapped myself in the story . But since I came to the fifth season of “Fifty Kilometers Peach Blossom Village”, I always play a song. The song is David Lynch’s “Twin Peaks”. I listen to this song almost ten or twenty times a day . So at this moment, I am also trapped by this song. I want to play it again and share it with everyone. I want to tell the story in a different way. I want to look at the cage and the story in a new way. I hope my story is unique because I am a human being , but I am also one of the people called Renke. I have an urge to tell a new story. Yes , I think I have said enough. The most popular way of saying it is to look at the world from a different angle or to change A position, maybe you are not trapped. Listen carefully . The song is indeed very nice, and the feeling when playing through this headset is different. The song is quite cool. Sister Jing cried. That was not crying. I think that was because I was moved by something delicate in a certain moment. The first sentence has already grasped me. He said that if I were a crayfish, I would be trapped in this body. I am still thinking that I am trapped in Taohuawu and I am trapped in Taohua coins. Look how tacky and vulgar it is. Hasn’t he roomed with us twice recently? I found that he is actually very delicate. He is also willing to observe you and is willing to contribute his wisdom . It really changed my impression of him greatly. He is an artist. I wanted to be sensational, but I couldn’t bear it. I can easily make myself cry. You said it very cool before. Being trapped by the sky can be a light topic or a heavy topic . I like to stay in a cage, a very dark place . I feel very safe that way. I can stare at the ceiling for three days without going downstairs. I can lie in bed. If I am not hungry, I won’t drink. I think that is a good opportunity to replenish energy. In fact, there are many cages around us. I thought about it. Maybe I am the kind of person who cannot be defined. I like to go in In and out, I’m not a loyal person. I don’t have perseverance. I do n’t know this and it may offend you. Renke, I think I agree with you on this point, that is, I don’t have perseverance. I like to try new things. Life should be like water, go to any container and can be changed into that shape. Although it is difficult, I think I have been trying to break through. So I have been doing what I want to do. I made a movie by myself, and then turned around and made a TV show. Then every time I turned around, someone said that this is not right, that is not right , you don’t cherish your feathers, and so on. So sometimes I think it would be better if I could stay alone and quiet. But I am also an extreme person. I came to a very lively place. You see, I like lively places , but at the same time I am very quiet. My genes are probably pessimistic, but I have always lived very positively . It’s ridiculous. Come on, sister. To be honest, I actually hope that the rain will not stop for the time being . I have been a girl from the south of the Yangtze River since I was a child, so I am used to listening to the sound of rain hitting the eaves. That gives me a sense of security, but suddenly , when it was my turn, the sun came out and it shone on my favorite tree. Maybe it also represents my mood at this moment. This is a topic I don’t really want to talk about last night Shang Peren told me that he and I once had an opportunity to work together and he would play me. After he and his team finished writing the script, they suddenly got into a dilemma because they needed to describe something and they were afraid of offending me. For a long time, many people were afraid of offending me. In 2024, my husband and I went to participate in a program called “Love School Trip”. At the beginning, I couldn’t remember the names of the guests we were traveling with , so I asked my husband to help me remember. My husband said that everyone would forgive you. In fact, he just said it unintentionally , but at that time I felt that I was offended. Once, the director of my program at that time asked me , “Sister Dan, can I still see you pick up the microphone?” I looked at her and said, “Probably not. ” Those were the five years I was trapped because during the program, I hosted a very small welcome party held by local fellow villagers and us. I just chatted with everyone, so I didn’t feel that I was hosting , but at that time, many people said, “Zhu Dan, you know, when you pick up the microphone, you shine.” She said, “Zhu Dan, I must bring back the light in you , the Zhu Dan that we all admire.” Then my dear Xi Mengyao fell on an important stage. At that time I was afraid to talk to her about this topic because I felt that she was just as embarrassed and afraid as me, and she would feel offended as well. But she said very lightly, ” I fell down, and I have to stand up. ” At that moment, I was “released from prison.” It turns out that sometimes I just have to go through these five years because I am not brave enough . But it turns out that as long as there is a ray of light and a bit of courage , it is not that difficult to push open the door , because there is no lock on the door. This is my entrapment and my liberation . Thank you for this ray of sunshine , Sister Dan, let’s find an opportunity to do that work again, okay? Okay , come on, sister. Thank you, I’m next. The next one is you. I’m looking forward to it. Come on , Dong Sicheng. I ‘ve been listening to you. I feel like what’s trapping me is my own emotions. I particularly don’t like this about myself. I particularly hate this. I’m particularly annoyed by this. My grandmother passed away, and she gave me a bracelet . Then one time I went to a friend’s house to play, and my friend’s child knocked my bracelet off , and the beads were scattered all over the floor. My first reaction was to tell him that it was okay , but in my heart I really wanted to slap myself. I felt that I was unfilial. I don’t know why I became like this. Am I kind? I don’t know if this is considered kindness or politeness? It may be politeness , but I just hate this about myself. I can’t express my true emotions. It seems that when I’m angry , I have to hesitate again and again . When I collapse, I have to make an appointment for a time and a place. Countless times at night, when I think of this scene, I will shout and I will really slap myself. I don’t know why I said that at that time. At that moment, I was very disappointed in myself because I felt that there was someone in front of me before. I don’t know how to have the courage to break down the wall , but I ‘m very happy to be here at “Fifty Kilometers Taohuawu” because I feel I have changed here , and I’m very grateful that I joined the group “Bad Guys League” with Xu Xin and Zhisheng during this recording, which allowed me to change myself, so I have the courage to break down it. Of course, I feel that everyone here is very good, and I’m very grateful to everyone , my brothers and sisters are all very good, so I hope that because the sun is shining now, I hope that I will also have shadows , and I also hope that I can be like the big trees in front, with flowers and leaves falling, and then I hope that when the sun shines on me, I will have very bright lines, and finally I hope that my life will not have only one expression , thank you, I can’t cry anymore, help me, I think he has always been a very careful person , but he doesn’t easily reveal his emotions , and he always maintains a very stable state , but I can feel his current emotion, when he talks about what he is trapped in, it is a big challenge and a big breakthrough for him , so I am very happy to watch it. When Sicheng took that step, I felt that no matter whether it would change or not, at least I let my voice pass through this wall today . I think for me , it was actually a step towards a better self. I think I am a person who particularly likes cages. When I was a child, what I liked most was to build a very small space for myself. Every time something bad happened, I would find a corner and squat there. Then I would feel at ease and comfortable, with the support of the corner, just like a cage protecting me. I thought about it, maybe it was because when I was a child, I always felt that what I had was too little to be taken seriously, so I liked staying in the cage more and more. When I was in school, including when I just graduated and started talk shows , my mother kept asking me to find a job. Then my family owed money for various reasons, and at that time, basically all the money I earned had to be given to my family . My work was not going well, and I felt that I was not very good at anything I did, and I had no friends around me. So every time at this time, I always found a cage for myself. I just squatted there in the corner and didn’t think about anything. It seemed that sometimes I would squat there all night and then I would feel happy again and think I could continue playing in this cage. There was also a time when I had just graduated and I suddenly realized that I was looking for a cage again . I felt very scared because I had many friends around me at that time , but I still chose the cage at that moment . I felt that the cage gave me a stronger sense of security than those friends gave me. I hated celebrating my birthday because my mother never celebrated my birthday , and neither did my friends. Then Li Jiaqi arranged a very warm birthday for me, which made me feel that I was taken seriously. Then I didn’t know what Xueqin and I talked about that night, but I said to Xueqin, ” Kotoko, I really love you.” Kotoko replied, “Katsuko, I love you very, very much too.” Once, a big brother recognized me and wanted to come up , but because he had been drinking , his movements were rather rude, but Taki stood in front of me. I felt that he was more dangerous than me , but he stood in front of me. Many, many friends treat me seriously , I just feel People started coming and going in my cage . Some friends started to accompany me in my cage. I was also willing to open the cage and stand with him or invite him to visit my cage. Now this cage is full of my best friends, the best people who treat me most seriously. So I want to share a sentence with everyone: You will always have love for no reason and you will always deserve to be taken seriously by this world. Thank you everyone . Zhisheng gives it to you. Thank you. I think Shengzi is joking around here every day and he seems to be very happy when everyone is looking at him, but in fact he is very thoughtful. I cried for my brother again because we both He is the type who wouldn’t say anything too corny at the moment , but when he mentioned that I celebrated his birthday, I was very moved. It seemed that he was very distressed. When I was in junior high school, I rescued a stray dog. One night when I was leaving school, I heard a sound coming from the gap between the warehouse and the wall in the school parking lot. Then I ran over and saw that it was a yellow and white dog. I saw it trapped there, so I thought of many ways to use a stick to climb up the wall to pick it up. In the end, I thought of many ways to get it out of the gap, then I prepared water and food for it, and then I went home happily. I think I saved it. 怎么办？ : After it came out, it wanted to see a bigger world. Then the next day, after school, I didn’t know why I ran to the place where I rescued the stray dog yesterday. I found it was there again. At that time, I realized that it was not trapped there, but it chose to be there. Later, I took a closer look and saw some old newspapers and old cardboard boxes that it had taken in. That place was the safest place in the world for it . Later, I went to school and I never saw this dog again. I forgot about it. As time went by, I became a sentimental adult. So one day, when I started to feel anxious again, I suddenly thought of this dog. I suddenly realized that there was no cage. There was only a safe room and a half-open door. I could come in whenever I wanted. The reason why I was anxious was that I loved to be anxious. Once I was anxious, I felt safe. If I hadn’t been anxious for three days, I would be very painful and I felt very insecure. The moment I thought of this dog, the cage in my world no longer existed . I went in and out of that safe house, in and out, in and out. When I didn’t feel safe, I would stay in that safe house for a while. After I had rested, I would open the door and go to that thrilling real world. Of course, the place where I am now is also a half-open door. So now I It’s coming out. It’s not good to say it happily. I read Wittgenstein again. It’s quite philosophical. Hello everyone, hello, I’m Li Jiaqi . On the third day of recording, Zhisheng suddenly sent me a message saying, “Are you feeling okay ? I feel a little tired this time.” I was particularly shocked because I thought I hid it well and covered it up well. I have been making myself lively. So I sighed at Shengzi’s delicate heart while looking back at myself. I was obviously resting recently. Why am I still so tired? Until this time, “Fifty Kilometers Taohuawu” gave me the theme of “being trapped”. I just took this opportunity to seriously think about and analyze my own heart. I may be trapped by myself, because as a public It is inevitable that people will be misunderstood. When misunderstandings occur, I feel very anxious and want to explain to others. However, words are very pale and sometimes they even hurt innocent people. Then I will choose to shut up. However , after shutting up, the negative emotions do not disappear. They are just held back. At some point, they will get out of control when they encounter a stimulus, and then they will cause new misunderstandings and hurt new people. I fall into a “dead” cycle. I have been thinking over and over again, I have been hesitating over and over again, I am regretting, I am struggling, I am creating fear and pain for myself , and I have run out of energy. Taohuawu is a very magical place. There are fifteen people living together in such a place. In Utopia , if you think about it carefully, everything that happened to us was fake and created by us , but our emotions and feelings were real. I can’t tell which moment in these few days recharged me. It might be the sense of security that I understood each other’s intentions when I looked at Kotoko Katsuko. It might be that Sister Cai was willing to open her heart to me, a new friend, and analyze herself. It might also be a discussion with Sister Zhu Zhu about different ages and different mentalities after dinner . It might also be quietly crocheting with Didi . It might be actively and harmoniously preparing for the performance with “Spicy Cai Zhou” . It might also be that I made steamed buns and everyone praised them for being delicious. It turned out that I gave them to The cage I built is fragile. My friends only need to pry it open to rescue me. Taohuawu also witnessed my transformation from a “hot girl” to a “hot sister”. Today, Li Jiaqi wants to say that Taohuawu also witnessed my escape from my cage. Li Jiaqi said it very well . Is it true or not ? I thought about this question for a long time , and then it suddenly occurred to me today that I seemed to be trapped by the person I wanted to be, that is, the person I imagined myself to be. I hope to be a person who comes and goes very easily, but in the process, I found that I couldn’t do it at all. Then one day, Li Jiaqi and I were chatting in the room. I said that today in some parts I felt that I was a little too serious, and I hated myself like this because I didn’t want to be so strong, and then Li Jiaqi looked at me and said, “No, Wenjing, ” she said, “I think you’re very good , I’m sorry .” It was a little sentimental at this time , but I didn’t mean to , she’s just more emotional, and then she said, “Wenjing , I know you , I know what kind of person you are, so no matter what you look like, I think you’re very good. What I see is that you make me feel very safe, and then at that moment my tears came out all of a sudden , “pop”, because I think Li Jiaqi
was the answer I was waiting for, maybe you’re a little sensitive , or you’re a little anxious , or you care too much about other people’s opinions , but she didn’t say that. At that time I said to Li Jiaqi, I said, you know , I feel like you ‘re the one who, after I revealed myself , fell from the sky, and you held me in your arms and caught me steadily , making me feel so warm and safe, and I loved her so much. At that moment she said, “So, Wenjing, there’s no perfect person , no one without flaws, you may need to find someone who likes your flaws. I said it seems that’s when The time when I can not let myself become the person I like is because there are many friends who can tolerate me becoming various people standing by my side and giving me such confidence. During the process of Taohuawu, I became stronger and relieved every time than the last time . Don’t force yourself on your own life path anymore . Thank you for listening to me for so long. Thank you. I am a relatively rebellious person and my ideas are different from others. I think I am trapped by something. After thinking about it, I realized that I was trapped by myself and my own ideas. I think, so what. I also think Lai Zi is so cute. I think that as an athlete, failure is our biggest concern, but when I came to Taohuawu and got the title of “Xu Sanduo”, I was very relieved. I think I must have a desire to win or lose, but I can accept losing. I am happy with everyone . Today I talked about this trap, but in fact, I feel that I have never been trapped. Maybe being trapped is only temporary, because time will always move forward and things will always be solved. So it’s the same with weight. It will lose weight and it will gain weight later. When I came to “Fifty Kilometers Taohuawu”, as a comedian, I felt that I should do some festivals I wanted to make the effect but I couldn’t do it. Then at that time I said to myself, “Okay, that’s it.” Then when they chose the room, they chose me but I pressed “Reject” . I felt very guilty. At that time I also said to myself, “Okay, that’s it.” I felt that I was quite cowardly and not brave enough. I wanted to make myself braver when facing these choices instead of always saying to myself, “Okay, that’s it.” I like “The Legend of Zelda” very much. In fact, when Renko was trapped by David Lynch’s “Twin Peaks” every day , I was also trapped by the background music of “The Legend of Zelda” every day . I hoped that I and any of you could be braver . Even if we are not Link, we are not for Zelda to save the world and save the Hyrule Plain, but we also hope that we can save ourselves who are trapped in that plain. Just like that, the sky is clear. I am not a brave person. I hope that my friends who like me, like the show, and like those who watched our segment. In fact, if you are not a brave person in life, then I hope you will listen to me and take a brave step. In fact, being brave is not a difficult thing. What should I do ? I don’t know what to say . Just be happy and nothing can trap you . It’s good, I think For now, nothing can trap me. I feel that I am twenty years old this year , so my life has just begun, but I don’t know why. I just kept crying when I heard you talking. Maybe I also don’t know why , but I may be more prone to crying. I feel very touched and so cute. For example, I think my trap may be that I am trapped by my crying. Wait, I will put on my sunglasses. It’s so ugly . So cute. So cute . To be honest, I am usually very good at socializing and chatting with others, but when I came to “Fifty Kilometers Taohuawu”, I did think a lot sometimes and was a little nervous. I didn’t know what to do. It was also the first time I came out to work on my own after a year since my debut , so I was actually a little at a loss because I felt that when the three of us, Ouyang, Jay Chou and I were together, we were particularly happy. I would feel more secure, right? We are friends. So when I entered the barn and found that Dong Sicheng was not there, I was actually a little sad, but I didn’t fully realize it at the time. It was until I didn’t see him the whole afternoon that I saw him on the stairs at the door of the barn. I said, Dong Sicheng , why are you here? I feel like I haven’t seen you for a long time, and then I realized that I was still Caring about those around me means caring about them , so I told him about this matter and told him that I think he is a friend I am willing to share some things with , yes, then I felt that it was enough and I didn’t want to say any more. I suddenly felt that it was okay, and then I wanted to say something to my mother because today is Mother’s Day. I hope my mother will not be trapped by the three of us children because I think she should do more of herself and do the things she likes instead of living for us forever. I hope she can enjoy the rest of her life better. Yes, and then Happy Mother’s Day, I love you, Mom. It’s great . Dong Sicheng, please apologize quickly. Please apologize to us and apologize to Ouyang Jay Chou. Why did you abandon Ouyang Jay Chou? He has fallen into depravity and has become part of the “Bad Guys Alliance” . You should kick him out of your “Bad Guys Alliance”. Are you going to take on the role of a villain? You are using us to practice and experience life. This is the first time I’ve seen someone abandon the light and join the dark. Now it’s your turn, sister. Yes, it’s me, right? Regarding this topic, actually I don’t know what to say from the beginning when you asked me until now. And I’ve been thinking about it. Then when I first heard Ren Ke’s poem, I was shocked. And then I heard everyone sharing, including Didi and Xiao Dong Yiran, who opened up their hearts . They are very introverted people. And then I thought why do we have to say this ? Why do we have to analyze ourselves? These words should be said by our best friends and the people we trust the most , or by psychologists. I have also thought about the possibility of digging out many things in my heart , but I feel very insecure. And then I thought, why not just share some random things, but then I feel that that is even more unnecessary. So I am stuck on this topic . So cool, sister , so brave. You are worthy of being Zhu Zhu. So cool, Zhu Zhu That’s so cool. She expressed her attitude. She might think that this proposition itself is a cage. Even if it’s different from everyone else, it’s still very good. Brother Feng , I’m looking forward to it. Brother Feng, I have the honor to be the last to speak. If I must stand here and share something, then I’ll talk about my thoughts. In fact, each of us comes to this world crying. Let’s think about that moment. Maybe only the moment we are born are we absolutely free. From then on, we begin to be trapped . I think this is our destiny . Next , we begin to grow up slowly. We begin to be trapped by growth . Then we are trapped by further studies , by grades, by the comparison between high and low . Next, we leave the place where we study and are thrown into this society. We begin to be trapped by the pressure of survival. We are trapped by the desire for success. I believe this is a path that each of us is taking. We are trapped again and again by the collective consciousness of the silent majority. Then we are trapped by love . I am not qualified to say a word about love . Everyone grows up in love. We become happier and happier, but we are also trapped by love in contradictions, in fear of gain and loss , in cowardice and sadness. But I want to tell you today that we should reconcile with the shackles and cages on us. Didi just said that today is On the morning of Mother’s Day , I stood on our attic and looked at the grassland in the distance. I thought of my mother. It was dusk. My mother had cancer and she had lost weight to more than 70 kilograms at that time. I looked at her and suddenly raised her hand and pointed her finger out the window. Outside the window was Qingnian Road. There was a lot of traffic at that time. At that moment , I was very, very shocked. In fact, her mouth was moving but there was no sound , but I knew she was free . She was truly free. She had worried about us all her life and about this family all her life . In the last second, her hand slowly fell down. At that time, I knew that all the cages were gone . Maybe sometimes a cage is a good thing, because when there is a cage in our lives, we have the courage to break through the cage. I wish each of you happy. We must reconcile with the shackles and the cage . This reconciliation is not surrender. You are destined to be a caged person, but what can we do? We have shackles from the moment we are born. You say it is terrible, terrible, but you say how terrible it is , not to the extent that in fact, everyone is at a loss and doesn’t know what to say. Exposing some of their truer selves, this makes me more excited and interested, because I think these more detailed and smaller things can make me know more about him/her.